I never dreamed of a perfect relationship, but of being happy individuals, yes.. I started to realize thats it's easy to give a relationship up when it's always giving you pain and heartaches. Love always waits as they say. Well I'm not actually waiting but on my other side yeah I am impatiently waiting. I don't know when and who but for me, that will be the happiest day of my life in history. I always feel sad nowadays. Not because I'm separated with my parents - because I know they will always be there. I'm not totally bothered now but I'm really just excited to know who's that guy that God has prepared for me. I will be sharing the rest of my life with him. I have seen love mocked at me many times. A love that is not meant for me at all. I've embraced that love without realizing that somebody deserves that love more than I do. And I became so selfish that I even forgot about the love that was prepared for me. ♥
I wasn't waiting for that moment to come. I didn't even imagine that one day we'll be together. But after that kiss, unplanned and unexpected, everything changed. i didn't know that love will grow even without words.I wasn't totally attracted and attached. Until that one powerful kiss. It was like I own you and you own me. And we were like meant to be forever. And no matter where i go, i'ts like you are always beside me smiling, your soul always watches mine. And we'll meet one day without talking and we'll just smile and we'll know the world is also expecting for our souls to meet. When both of us are ready, our souls will surely meet.
Sometimes a little glance from someone can disturb a feeling. you are very decided to hold on to a feeling and never let go of that happiness that you've been feeling when you were with someone even if you weren't together at all. i learned to love and care for that person without inhibitions and without expecting something in return. i learned to wait and to be contented knowing that he's just there. the sad part is, he seems not to feel that he is wanted.
