something's goin' on somewhere..

yea, probably. I have no way of knowing what it is but i'm sure there is something hapnin' out there. Life is full of surprises, and i don't hate nor love it. You have no choice but to accept LIFE. I believe there is no such bad lucks Everything happens for a reason. The career. The accidents. The newborn. The abortion. The diseases. The lovers, ex lovers. Everything! It is planned! Yea, it is damn planned. So what's my next move? Or should i really go on? Everything is planned right?? I'm talking crap here. Who cares?

Everyone needs to love and be loved. Love? I don't really give a damn about it. Do i? An author once said: "Important meetings are planned by the souls long before the bodies see each other." So that means I have a better half! Lucky me! That if we will meet, we'd be whole again. Like that creature -a Philosopher once introduced- who has 2 parts in one body, and had been separated because the creature was just too perfect. And they must find each other to become whole again! I AM THAT CREATURE RIGHT??

Sometimes when i'm alone in my room, i feel like uhm.. I feel like i'm travelling towards the future. And there! My other half is sitting right next to me, and too bad i don't even recognize his face! And then the "dream of me part." .. Of Him hugging me so tight coz we're close to dying!.. Sigh'

Wait! What is he doing now? And where is he? Is he having fun? Or crying? Alone? Thinking of his better half too? Realizing that his half is here? Or listening to music? What?!?!?

So what personalities does a right one really possess?? Lemme think.. Hmm, exactly the same as i have? Oh well, that's what i've been thinking, or feeling rather.. I'm tired.....................................................................................................