Today, everything is still spinning. But not as intense as yesterday. But it only happened after work, specifically during dinner. I still keep on listening to zazen. Hope the songs are not the reason for all of these.

I feel like I'm going to fall asleep soon. Everything appears more colored, but I can't let my eyes focus to one place. My eyes keep moving, looking for only God knows what. I'll be joining the meditation session later. I wish everything will go back to normal. Coz I don't like the feeling, I even hate it. I don't understand what's happening.